Blog: Self Taught Procrastinator

Hey there, welcome back to the ever mediocre life of Matthew Binamira Sanders. This week we tune into a recap of a week full of failed projects and less than tasteful ideas that never gained any ground in my mind or in my creative life.

More specifically, I spent this entire past week trying to get myself out and DO something, like actually DO something with my life. However, almost every day I woke up, I just didn’t feel like doing anything or taking action on any of my ideas that I had planned out for the week. For example, the other day I spent almost the entire day staring at the ceiling of my room fantasizing about being someone who had a big social media presence and someone who could actually make an impact in the lives of the people around me, but you know, you can’t really do that from just laying in your bed the whole day. Well I mean you could, but thats probably not the best way to do it.

I guess what I am trying to say is that I am having a hard time doing the stuff that I strive to do. I just sit around and TALK and FANTASIZE about doing stuff instead of actually doing the stuff. To be honest, if I did the stuff I think about doing, I’ll probably be in a much better place in my life than I am in right now. So that is definitely what I am going to be working on between now and the next post I throw on the site. Hopefully, I find a way to get my head out of my comfort zone and just do the things that I have been thinking about for so long because being where I am at right now and just feeling stuck is not a good look for me or my mental health.

Maybe the one good thing I can take away from these past few day is the fact that I actually wrote out all of this stuff and admitted that I need to be doing better than what I am doing right now. Maybe that’s a good step in the right direction or whatever the actual saying is.

Anyways, imma get to that and I’ll let you know if I actually get anywhere. So be sure to check back on the ever mediocre life of Matthew Binamira Sanders next week. I don’t know if that should be a title of this whole blog, it does sound pretty cheesy, but we’re gonna stick with it for now. Leave a comment if you wanna leave a comment or if you wanna have a conversation. Peace